huu...

心情突然閒很down

你沒有接我電話

是沒有聽到

還是我說錯了什麽??



well.
will be in KL this weekend.
suddenly dun feel like going.
it will only make me down..........................................

Zero.

everything will go back to the beginning, that means everything will go back to ZERO.
im dissapointed to your answer eventhough i have already lost my 60% of confident before i asked you. but then there're still 40% make me believe that u will make the decision as what i wish to. but at last, i get the answer that i try to escape for this period. i noe, everything should have a START and ofcuz an END. and thats why i made it happened.
everything will keep in my heart deeply.

pray hard

無論如何

等下就是要得到答案

別再拖拖拉拉了

如果你選擇了另一個

那會是我們的句點.

希望你懂我的心.

小心開車

不聽話的眼淚請不要一直往下掉

可能是這幾天和太多水的關係

水分太充足

沒把你嚇者了吧?

我真的以爲就這樣走掉了

哪裏知道

呼呼

感動

謝謝咯

雖然有硬硬的肉

對了

有人學到我了哦

假假走掉哪裏知道去買東西

hmmph...

愛你的資格 已不再

只想說此刻我的心真的很痛很痛很痛

我知道你起床了

可是今早卻沒有收到你的信息

我也知道其實應該就是這樣的

不再是你的誰

更不能對你有任何要求

我不能生氣

我不能發脾氣

因爲我沒有資格

每一天就只有部落格聼我訴苦

10個月前的感覺又回來了

不一樣的是那時候

至少還有工作來讓我麻醉自己

晚上放工了不夜不歸也不醉不歸

不用我說出口親愛的也知道我的心情還有我在想什麽

這一次

只剩下我自己一個人

放假了

空閒的時間也比較多

腦袋自然也有更多的時閒去思考

加油吧謝牛奶

4.51am

its 4.51am now. im fucking tired actually.came back from Ipoh around 3.15am. i havent bath yet. moody again.GOSH.went for movie WOOHOO today. yeah~finally i get to watch this movie, but without u. we watched at the same day but she with you. and finally i bought the hat, was crazie for it around 1year+. aduii~ friends was saying "mau buat i punya business mmg susah kerana have to consider for 1year ++... whatever ler~ after watched went Ipoh Parade for walk walk and sing K... oh yeah~ used the voucher for singK, rm168...so its free...dun even need to pay 1sen! thanks wen hui...tats her lucky draw present when college singing competition. have 5 jugs of water and we cant finished it. AND, only 5 of us going. siao. okie, continue my moody again. i hate myself. i cant put it down and im wondering why always lies... should i say because i got a very GOOD observation? but u will say im sensitive or think too much. weelllll........... i should feel happy because finally i had finished my finals and its my holidaySS now!! huhu~ lazy to look for a job actually~ but i nee laptop please...so i have to EARN $$$ please...any job to introduce for me? priority on money and not experience...!! introduce job for me weiiiiiiiiiiiiii...!!

一秒也好

should be happy today, but i don't.



還記得我哼的這首歌嗎?
剛開始是因爲喜歡這首歌的旋律
我現在才懂
原來這首歌的意思是這樣的...





我關上了門最後一次聼你說我們
熟悉變陌生把我往記憶裏扔
我應該習慣你離去的眼神
才能讓失去你變得更完整.

窗外的街燈還在努力掩飾者早晨
我的嘆息成了整夜的苦悶
我該努力習慣這樣的氣氛
才發現失去了愛不用在等

我知道我的一切你一不想要
繼續在乎只會讓你想逃
我不相信這全是种煎熬
原來離去是那麽那麽難預料

找依靠卻沒有我想要的好
我的等待換不到你擁抱
只好讓回憶短佔的炫耀
原來任性對彼此都不好

Happy Birthday to you =)

Happy Birthday to my beloved.

where are you.

maybe let go is a better way for me, myself.

nothing much to say,i just want to drop something here because im moody again.just finished the 2nd paper. it was my 2nd time resit for this subject.oh gosh! sounds bad, and i dun hope to resit this paper for the 3rd times. i really put effort on this as what you asked me to do. but, sorry for that. i didnt cover all the syllabus but only tips. so so so moody, i need someone to care me all the time. where are you?


im really so moody.
how is my Tiger Wohoo?
looks gone...
goin to Penang?
i duno.
im waiting for you to come back...
but...
i think i better be alone.
mayb this kind of life more suitable for me?
keep my caring, keep my love and keep my everything.
only give it out when somebody really need them.
i will think twice before i moved for everything.
not to get hurt for the next time please...

tells.

i got a lot of things wana tell you. i wana ask you something since duno when. because i 4got to ask u. swt. im waiting you to come back...im wating for shopping for my new year shirts...im waiting for holidays...

continuous exam for 2 days...im STRESS. just now when in exam hall suddenly i feel wana suicide. really omg. should be happy because we got the tips but then everyone was like blurred? ...errmm... duno how to say... all looks so quiet and moody... i never complete the question 2. no! i never do please... i do not have enough time! this is a 3hours paper and i completed the 1st part which is case studies by using 2hrs and 15mins. then i only used another 45mins to complete another 3 questions! ish.

god bless me.
namo namo..
amitabha...